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The one I love lives far But I still feel your tears Going down your face and mine I fell the nice sweet kiss I start to fall asleep with you in my arms But next thing I know I am leaving your arms I start to look back and see you crying I start to cry and fall asleep I force my way back But doesn't work I hold it together Just in time I will see you again and I will be with you forever

I hear the voice The voice of the razor The maddness starts again The sharp end of the razor The slive color that cuts I pick the blade up I cut the arm with the scares The pain starts to fade The blood starts to flow out Red the color of the life The hell my life has gone though The blood starts to stop And everything starts again The scares from lust of blood

problay dieing even though i am dead i pray to the death god and i say "god can you please those and thee people with the pain and the suffer with the pain of dieing and please help me see the world in a good way and help me to get back to my friends in anyway"

This starts out we were born to do this the pain the darkness the hurt the world made us this way the people that cut there self it is normal almost every one dose it but some people like me cant stop after we do it once yea sure it hurts sometimes and it takes the pain away from us but it is rong to do i regret it but i do it to feel better like the other night i cut my leg about 20 times you know what i am not happy about it but i could of done worse becuase i have but to everyone out there that reads this the people that change and go into the Darkne

One day there was a boy called Bob he was the same age as me and he was my friend. BOb was a nice kid and all but one day it changed. something happen in his life to change so fast he start to fall into the darkness.  He was trying to fight it and it was getting worse for him and he did not want help with it. He started to hate everyone and started to be alone. Bob wanted help so i had to do sometihng about it even though it might brake up our friendship. So the day i was planning to go in his locker and find the stuff he has been doing. he comes in to school with his whole arm rapped up becuase he really got mad at his self and caut every pa

The Tuesday night Mountainside Board of Education meeting made it official. Kindergarten teacher Michelle Marrazzo had her contract terminated, effective March 26. The teacher had been on suspension only, and reports of her firing last week were incorrect. The reason for her firing was for an incident involving her allowing a boyfriend to enter Beechwood School, identifying him as her "cousin." The man then threatened her, giving her two bullets - one with his name and one with hers, and a note saying they would be used if she left him, according to officials. Police became involved when she got a restraining order against him in her own

The way I am The way I love The way I feel The way I live The way I care The things of life The thing of love The things of caring The people that care The people that love The people we care about The people need the help The people needs loving The feel alone THe way I am The way I love The way I feel The way I live The way I care

THe man i am scared THe man i trusted The man i loved THe man that cared about me He scarys me I dont trust him anymore The man is strong I never fight with him But that day The day i fout with him The yelling the fighting I am scared of him I hide from him The man I trusted The man i loved The man  that cared about me I see his face The face of madeness The face of sadness The face of the one that cared I am scared of this face THis man i loved The man i was scared of and still is The man that cared about me This face that loved me My father the father the only father i have that cares i am afreid

The sad inside The madness inside The drepessent pills inside All this sadness Feels bad It is hard to deal with People say deal with it This is how i feel The sadness The madness I go crazey with it I feel bad what i have done The pain The madness I made pain I made madness I didn't but i did I hide it I fear to show it I am scared of those people The choice to make The things to think about The girl i made mad The girl i made scared The girl i made cry The tears of madness The tears of scaredness The tears of crying Seeing her cry for me The one i love The on i care about The one i think of Shes the one The

I hide From those woh live I hide behide the glass window The people point and laugh I hide andhide and no one cares I feel the pain for those who dont The feel the sadness of those that dont I hide from those who care for me I hide from those who fear me I hide from those who dont know me I run and run till i hide I fine that place to hide The dark place i live in The place i dont see anyone I hide with the thoughts The thought of death The thoughts of Darkness I hide from those that care for me I hide from those that fear I hide from the world I put myself were no one knows The place of death and darkness